I recently went back and read the second half of this journal, it was pretty incredible, I don't go reccomending it frankly, but it was really amazing to be able to go and see what I've been doing for the last few years. I'm kind of annoyed that LJ seems to cut to a day by day view after going back 500 entries. This makes the first half a pain to access. If anyone knows how to circumvent that... then again, maybe it's for the best.
I've got a couple of neat projects going, feeling a bit more enthusiastic with the approaching spring. Very excited about out garden this year, we'll be doing a long row of corn and another of sunflowers on the parkinglot side of the yeard. Offer us some privacy.
So Michelle's been seeing someone else, I knew she was and wasn't bothered by it, I've had my own eyes on someone for a while too. We're in love, but we don't have a life in the bedroom. Part of me is leary about the situation, maybe it's because it didn't work the first time years ago. Of course that was a differnet relationship, A~ and I were a lot less stable. I think I'm pretty comfortable to this relationship setup, it's unconventional, but does't seem like it could go really bad. I'm dissapointed still, I mean everything we have is pretty fantastic, other then some sort of lack of chemistry. I frankly have a hard time understanding it from her point of view, but what can I do? She has been upfront and honest, not to mention easy as hell to read, I think we can both handle living together and seeing other people, possibly creating some strange little family. We've talked of collective living to some degree, I could forsee something forming down the lines. I don't know what the future will bring, but I've got it pretty good right now.
We'll be throwing our fist bonfire of the year for the upcoming Equinox! That'll be Friday the 21st, 9pm. I'll post updates if there's anything exciting planned.
Writing a harm reduction guide to taking stimulants especially in concern to their use as study aids. If anyone thinks they'd like to contribute, leave me a note and I can give you some ideas of what I'm looking for.
Probably should take the salt off of the deer hide and scrape it down, ready it for tanning.
And I should make some sake for the bonfire.
And I should make some mens hat pins
and so many other things.
Probably aught to ask Michelle how she's defined our realtionship to her other boy. That would seem to be a smart idea.
But for now I should go tidy up the kitchen and fold some bugs. Going to need to build a table in the attic this week, something big to lay projects out as I'm working on them, especially origami, I can't keep it in piles around the house like this anymore.
I need more and different furniture. I've got stuff I'm willing to trade. Talk to me in person.
Oc ye nechca...
I gotta pretty little mouth underneath all the foaming.